Monday, November 16, 2009

to my blog reader

Dear my blog reader,

you don't know how much browsing my blog means to me.
it makes me happy like a small child
Thank you @}--;----

Sunday, November 15, 2009

hope ..... can we live without it?! hopefully not!!!

hopefully i hope that hope will stay in hope for the hope of a better hope that hopes for a hope which leads to a greater hope.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My novel

Although i wrote nothing today in my novel but i feel that i am filled with poetry, totally inspired.

why didn't i write anything today, The idea of having a dead line to complete the 50,000 words by the end of november scares me, i had never been good in dead lines, sometimes it gives me the feeling of blocking, but to say the truth it helped me to start writing again and encouraged me to reach these number of words.

I enjoyed writing it so much, i fell in love with the characters, as if they are alive, flesh and blood.
They are everyday shaping and growing, their feelings, their sadness, their happiness, their self discovery, just like me, i feel that i discover myself with them while writing.

Those are the main characters of my novel, they are:

1- Mohra
2- Zahra
3- Ali
4- Yousef

the other characters:

5- Laila
6- Mahmoud
7- Ibrahim

The events of the novel are between Egypt and Germany.
I don't want to talk yet about the events, but it's a story of love, hope, fear, courage, truthfulness and faith.

From all my heart i wish to finish it till the end even after November.
And who knows, maybe it will be a published novel one day. ( amen )

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My dream

Wherever you are
i will follow you
no more fear, no more escaping,
i'll keep watching you
while you're shaping

and when i hold you
with my both hands
i will never let you go
wherever you are
i will follow you

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Hot chocolate cup for inspiration

The utmost happiness is my real sadness
The real sadness is my utmost happiness
the pain is my only numbness
the stillness is my only energy
my creativity source is dumbness
the craziness is my real sanity
how could all these things be
if they really aren't???
- Mai what is this ?!!!!
-This is a poem.
-you must be out of your mind!
- Noooooo ! i just had a great cup of hot chocolate!!!